That’s how it feels to lose someone you’re close to...

When you meet someone new, you don’t want them to leave. You want them to stay with you forever and you want to make memories, and have new adventures with them. But is it true that everyone always stays forever? Sadly no. To me and a lot of other people, it seems like when you meet someone new, you become friends, you end up being best friends or in love, and before you know it, they are gone. You might have heard a saying close to “Even though you can’t see your best friend next to you, you can always feel them in your heart.” That is true, but that isn’t enough for you. You need them next to your side. But when you realize that they are leaving, you feel absolutely hurt inside, and you just don’t know what to do. You feel broken, you can hardly breathe, and you feel like your world has just ended completely. That’s how it feels to lose someone you’re close to, at least for me. But then its you who needs to think what's next we have to do, to bring them back. Its all about realization within yourself, let them know that you love them a lot..let them know that you cant stay without them anymore.. off course they love you too..n they want us to be there for them..so its all about you to realize that how much they are important for you in your life. Don't let them go...Love them even more.

I think of you always....!!!

I wanted a Hugh mansion once...but after meeting you,
 Now the only place I want to live is in your heart....
want to sleep in your arms....

I once desired something precious...but after meeting you,
Now the only precious thing I need is you...
The glitter in you is way brighter than a diamond itself..

I used to crave the finest clothing...but after meeting you,
Now I don't want a any piece of cloth to separate our souls...
Not a single thread can separate us from each other... 

I once desired a dashing car... but after meeting you,
Now I want nothing that would take me away from you..

I once prayed for money... but after meeting you,
Now I want you...not the things that money can buy..

I once yearned for a sense of security... until I met you,
Now my only security comes is knowing you are near.........

I once dreamt of a prestigious job... until I met you..
Now I find my success in knowing that you are happy always being with me....

I once asked for the world on a silver platter... until I met you,

Now you are my world and I want for nothing but your touch....

Loving you has been my teacher; you taught me not to want..

Being with you has been my discovery; you are all that I need.........

Finding you has been my salvation, I now understand grateful

But perhaps of most importantly..

Your love in return has been my everything...... ♥♥♥

Realization...

Today I came to the  Realization..

It was a big one and a difficult one to realize and admit for someone like me...

I realized something that has been lingering for quiet some time now ...

You could say I have known all along,

And when i look back at the past i would need to agree..

It is just that i wasn't ready to face it...

Don't get me wrong I didn't shove it away on purpose,

I think that is the self preservation I had build up.

Therefore I have been breaking it down lately.

And i happy I did

Because now i realize that i need you,

cant live my life without you,

Wont even live my life without you if i could,

Because i wouldn't want to.

I need you by my side.

Close to me.

To hear your voice night and day.

And when I cant have you with me night and day i will cry,

For having to miss you another day.

Therefore I hope in my heart that you know...

I realize I love you.

And I hope that you realize that i don't see a live without you anymore...

I belong to you and if your not around there is simply nothing left in my life,

Then the only thing that ever made me happy and made me smile would be ripped away,

So realize I love you and belong to you as long as my heart will beat,

As long as I breath air,

I will be forever yours,

Because when you would leave there simply wont be anything left....