Just wait...

Sometimes...we just have to let our happiness go away just to make someone happy and get what they want, what they desire...

 If your love is burden for someone else....you have to take your love back...and just WAIT..

Wait for that one day....

when they realize that your love for them was always true...

Wait for that one day...

when they realize...that your love for them is forever..

Let them feel your absence in their life...

Wait for that one day...

when they let you know by themselves....

"They want you back in their life....and they need you and your love which is and always be only for them...they want that love back...they want you to be with them again as you both were...and above that they love you too a lot...".

Wait for that one day..

 JUST WAIT......

That’s how it feels to lose someone you’re close to...

When you meet someone new, you don’t want them to leave. You want them to stay with you forever and you want to make memories, and have new adventures with them. But is it true that everyone always stays forever? Sadly no. To me and a lot of other people, it seems like when you meet someone new, you become friends, you end up being best friends or in love, and before you know it, they are gone. You might have heard a saying close to “Even though you can’t see your best friend next to you, you can always feel them in your heart.” That is true, but that isn’t enough for you. You need them next to your side. But when you realize that they are leaving, you feel absolutely hurt inside, and you just don’t know what to do. You feel broken, you can hardly breathe, and you feel like your world has just ended completely. That’s how it feels to lose someone you’re close to, at least for me. But then its you who needs to think what's next we have to do, to bring them back. Its all about realization within yourself, let them know that you love them a lot..let them know that you cant stay without them anymore.. off course they love you too..n they want us to be there for them..so its all about you to realize that how much they are important for you in your life. Don't let them go...Love them even more.

Realization...

Today I came to the  Realization..

It was a big one and a difficult one to realize and admit for someone like me...

I realized something that has been lingering for quiet some time now ...

You could say I have known all along,

And when i look back at the past i would need to agree..

It is just that i wasn't ready to face it...

Don't get me wrong I didn't shove it away on purpose,

I think that is the self preservation I had build up.

Therefore I have been breaking it down lately.

And i happy I did

Because now i realize that i need you,

cant live my life without you,

Wont even live my life without you if i could,

Because i wouldn't want to.

I need you by my side.

Close to me.

To hear your voice night and day.

And when I cant have you with me night and day i will cry,

For having to miss you another day.

Therefore I hope in my heart that you know...

I realize I love you.

And I hope that you realize that i don't see a live without you anymore...

I belong to you and if your not around there is simply nothing left in my life,

Then the only thing that ever made me happy and made me smile would be ripped away,

So realize I love you and belong to you as long as my heart will beat,

As long as I breath air,

I will be forever yours,

Because when you would leave there simply wont be anything left....

I'm sorry for what I might have done wrong...

It is horrible,

When you know that the person you love,

That the person you care about is mad at you or indifferent..

It is awful to feel that lost to wonder......

To just wonder is she still mad,

does she still love me,

am I still worth the things she thought I was worth before,

Because I know I was not worthy of it in the first place.

The thought of what she might be doing can be unbearable...

Did she found someone better then me ...

Because you just know she deserves better

and there are a lot of better things out there then you...

you just wonder ...

if she finally found something better to do then waste time on you...

when they become distant...

But even though these thoughts will keep me up all night...

I somewhere hope that she still loves me....

Still cares ... that the distance I feel is just a illusion..

Or do I just simply miss her so much that I imagine her being distant while she is in fact not...

All I know is that I love her and that she has my heart ...

So for whatever I did wrong ...

I hope that she could find within her heart the strength to forgive ..

That she may have sweet dreams tonight....

because I know I will be thinking of her...

and miss her tonight....

I'm sorry for what I might have done wrong...