Sometimes little things hurt....

SOMETIMES LITTLE THINGS HURTS.... 

No Reply from your Love ones,

Sometimes waiting for their reply,

LAUGHING of Friends at YOU...

When your Best Friend is Busy with

ANOTHER Friend,

Just when you DESPERATELY need to share something crazy with him/her..

When you REALIZE that your friend is only with you when he/she needs you,

Not when you need him/her...

When you secretly love someone,

you care for them,

But they don't give a shit...

When you realize the people who describes you as their best friends forever,

Are the once backstabbing you,

And trying to let you down in every possible way....

When you help your friends in every possible way,

But they don't when you are in need of help....

When you want your Friend to be with YOU,

But they don't have time for you...

When you love someone deeply,

And just because you have made a small mistake,

doesn't talk to you for weeks,

Avoiding the pain he/she might be going through...

When you EXPRESS your DEEPEST FEELINGS to someone Special, 

But HE/SHE doesn't try to understand...

It does hurt even more when you realize they are avoiding you...

When you want to talk to HIM/HER,

But they say "I AM BUSY"...

How truly said- Heart is soft and can be

Pinched Easily... ? ? ?

Dreams undefined....!!!

It was one of those very common nights, yet it seemed so different. I was so elated for reasons unknown. I felt a tingling run through me. Just “she” was running on my mind. From the day we met, till today – every moment flashed through my mind and a smile ran through my lips instantly.

My eyes were open wide; I was awake, yet lost is some other world – a world of fantasy – where just the two of us existed. It felt so beautiful. I was lost in “future dreams”. I still think – ‘Will this dream come true?’

I dreamt her by my side. Her smile was everything- I felt so warm and embraced. It was our marriage day !! I could see the happiness in his eyes. The words were not at all required for both of us to describe our happiness. All was said by the eyes.

She held my hand, and my heart skipped a beat. This was the day I had been waiting for from years.She said those magical words to me. Finally my life seemed so complete. I had finally heard it from her.

The ceremony was over (I didn’t get much dreams about the ceremony. Probably that was least important for me, because for me all that mattered was her presence besides me). We then entered our room. I felt a bit scared but still it was worth it. The room looked so elegant with beautiful red roses and its fragrance all around. She then again held my hand and our eyes met for that moment. “Her eyes” revealed all that immense love that she always had for me in his heart.She then kissed me softly on my forehead and gently patted me off to sleep.

After this suddenly my mom gave me a call (in reality) and I was out of my dreams. I laughed at myself and wondered – Would such a dream ever come true? And this is all what I still wonder..!!

I'm sorry for what I might have done wrong...

It is horrible,

When you know that the person you love,

That the person you care about is mad at you or indifferent..

It is awful to feel that lost to wonder......

To just wonder is she still mad,

does she still love me,

am I still worth the things she thought I was worth before,

Because I know I was not worthy of it in the first place.

The thought of what she might be doing can be unbearable...

Did she found someone better then me ...

Because you just know she deserves better

and there are a lot of better things out there then you...

you just wonder ...

if she finally found something better to do then waste time on you...

when they become distant...

But even though these thoughts will keep me up all night...

I somewhere hope that she still loves me....

Still cares ... that the distance I feel is just a illusion..

Or do I just simply miss her so much that I imagine her being distant while she is in fact not...

All I know is that I love her and that she has my heart ...

So for whatever I did wrong ...

I hope that she could find within her heart the strength to forgive ..

That she may have sweet dreams tonight....

because I know I will be thinking of her...

and miss her tonight....

I'm sorry for what I might have done wrong...