Come back to me...MY LOVE

Now I need you the most you are so far away...

I just need to hear your voice telling me everything will be okay ...

That you still love me,

Right now I don't feel good enough for anybody 

And certainly not for you...

You are so amazing, so great ,...

you always cared for me...

And I,

I am nothing but a failure ...

Someone who never understood you on the first place..

your care your love only for me..

You were right there beside me when I needed you.

n where was i when u needed me???

I was in a dark place being selfish...always thinking of my own things..

You only deserve the best ...

I don't want you to see me in a dark place.

See the person I can be at times...
now i have realized..

Therefore I need to be great and amazing...

Or at least try to be...

Even though I know I will fail...

"But yes here i am fallen in front of you...
the only person who makes me feel that i can fly"
"THAT YOU JUST YOU...."

Tonight I will be so lonely...

So cold...

Because I feel cold and lonely,

I feel worthless...

But you are worth everything so I will try to get you back in my life,

Keep working, working working, until I come near to the person you deserve to have...

I LOVE YOU...and i cant think of living without you anymore...
I want you in my life....miss u a lot my love..

I'm sorry for what I might have done wrong...

It is horrible,

When you know that the person you love,

That the person you care about is mad at you or indifferent..

It is awful to feel that lost to wonder......

To just wonder is she still mad,

does she still love me,

am I still worth the things she thought I was worth before,

Because I know I was not worthy of it in the first place.

The thought of what she might be doing can be unbearable...

Did she found someone better then me ...

Because you just know she deserves better

and there are a lot of better things out there then you...

you just wonder ...

if she finally found something better to do then waste time on you...

when they become distant...

But even though these thoughts will keep me up all night...

I somewhere hope that she still loves me....

Still cares ... that the distance I feel is just a illusion..

Or do I just simply miss her so much that I imagine her being distant while she is in fact not...

All I know is that I love her and that she has my heart ...

So for whatever I did wrong ...

I hope that she could find within her heart the strength to forgive ..

That she may have sweet dreams tonight....

because I know I will be thinking of her...

and miss her tonight....

I'm sorry for what I might have done wrong...