I think of you always....!!!

I wanted a Hugh mansion once...but after meeting you,
 Now the only place I want to live is in your heart....
want to sleep in your arms....

I once desired something precious...but after meeting you,
Now the only precious thing I need is you...
The glitter in you is way brighter than a diamond itself..

I used to crave the finest clothing...but after meeting you,
Now I don't want a any piece of cloth to separate our souls...
Not a single thread can separate us from each other... 

I once desired a dashing car... but after meeting you,
Now I want nothing that would take me away from you..

I once prayed for money... but after meeting you,
Now I want you...not the things that money can buy..

I once yearned for a sense of security... until I met you,
Now my only security comes is knowing you are near.........

I once dreamt of a prestigious job... until I met you..
Now I find my success in knowing that you are happy always being with me....

I once asked for the world on a silver platter... until I met you,

Now you are my world and I want for nothing but your touch....

Loving you has been my teacher; you taught me not to want..

Being with you has been my discovery; you are all that I need.........

Finding you has been my salvation, I now understand grateful

But perhaps of most importantly..

Your love in return has been my everything...... ♥♥♥

Dreams undefined....!!!

It was one of those very common nights, yet it seemed so different. I was so elated for reasons unknown. I felt a tingling run through me. Just “she” was running on my mind. From the day we met, till today – every moment flashed through my mind and a smile ran through my lips instantly.

My eyes were open wide; I was awake, yet lost is some other world – a world of fantasy – where just the two of us existed. It felt so beautiful. I was lost in “future dreams”. I still think – ‘Will this dream come true?’

I dreamt her by my side. Her smile was everything- I felt so warm and embraced. It was our marriage day !! I could see the happiness in his eyes. The words were not at all required for both of us to describe our happiness. All was said by the eyes.

She held my hand, and my heart skipped a beat. This was the day I had been waiting for from years.She said those magical words to me. Finally my life seemed so complete. I had finally heard it from her.

The ceremony was over (I didn’t get much dreams about the ceremony. Probably that was least important for me, because for me all that mattered was her presence besides me). We then entered our room. I felt a bit scared but still it was worth it. The room looked so elegant with beautiful red roses and its fragrance all around. She then again held my hand and our eyes met for that moment. “Her eyes” revealed all that immense love that she always had for me in his heart.She then kissed me softly on my forehead and gently patted me off to sleep.

After this suddenly my mom gave me a call (in reality) and I was out of my dreams. I laughed at myself and wondered – Would such a dream ever come true? And this is all what I still wonder..!!

Seems it's been ages....!!!

How very much I miss you

When I hear to those songs

It seems it’s been ages

Since we have last talked..

I miss you with every breath that I take in

I miss you so much more with every passing second

Seems it’s really been ages

Since I have heard your words..

We both are in two separate places

So far away and occupied with our daily chores..

It seems that time is running into eternity

And it really makes me feel blue..

How restless I get at times

When I really miss you..

It seems as if my heart lost a beat

And am still here waiting for you..

I really do miss you so very much.. No matter how hard I try..

I stay awake all through the night just thinking about you all night...

      even i look upon my cell phone hoping to see you reply tonight....

but to my bad luck…………. I just keep waiting for you till the morning.. now knowing well enough that you might be busy with your work.

I wish I could really tell.. how much you are missed when you are not here..

Hope you realize this someday....

Because i'll be always Waiting For You...

Misssing youuuu.....♥♥

Feelings of my friend.....NN :-)

Written by meee......hope he likes it... :)

Forgiveness...

"Forgiveness is the fragrance that the violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it".

                                                                   By Mark Twain.

Realization...

Today I came to the  Realization..

It was a big one and a difficult one to realize and admit for someone like me...

I realized something that has been lingering for quiet some time now ...

You could say I have known all along,

And when i look back at the past i would need to agree..

It is just that i wasn't ready to face it...

Don't get me wrong I didn't shove it away on purpose,

I think that is the self preservation I had build up.

Therefore I have been breaking it down lately.

And i happy I did

Because now i realize that i need you,

cant live my life without you,

Wont even live my life without you if i could,

Because i wouldn't want to.

I need you by my side.

Close to me.

To hear your voice night and day.

And when I cant have you with me night and day i will cry,

For having to miss you another day.

Therefore I hope in my heart that you know...

I realize I love you.

And I hope that you realize that i don't see a live without you anymore...

I belong to you and if your not around there is simply nothing left in my life,

Then the only thing that ever made me happy and made me smile would be ripped away,

So realize I love you and belong to you as long as my heart will beat,

As long as I breath air,

I will be forever yours,

Because when you would leave there simply wont be anything left....

Just that moment counts...

With the sunrise came your smile,

And as long as nobody is around everything is fine... 

Then your mine and I am yours,

But when somebody else is around it is another story,

Then i feel so insignificant at times ...

Therefore i sometimes think there is no point of being close,

Because you have other things on your mind,

But i cant let go of  you because your so perfect.. 

So perfect for me and i never want to let you go...

Therefore even when I feel so small,

So shattered and at a lose for words,

I know I want to be with you,

And i hope you will notice me soon when i am around ,

Wrap your arms around me and tell me everything will be fine ...

And no matter what moment, no matter what time ... 

As long you wrap your arms around me 

Everything will be fine ... 

So remember this trick because it will serve you well... 

If you want me happy just give me a smile ... 

But as soon as the moon rises in the night sky.. 

It all doesn't matter ... 

No matter how small i felt, or how insignificant.

If you wrap your arms around me,

Everything what hurt or shattered me i will forget,

Only that moment with your arms around me,

Nothing else but that moment matters at that point...

If you wrap your arms around me and smile towards }e and say goodnight..

only then i can close my eyes in peace 

Because i know you will be watching over me tonight ...♥♥

Love is everything....

There was a time when I didn't believe love existed..

And that if it was out there it would never be meant for me.

That is why I always thought that I would not go and try to find love,

Because if I would find it,

it would only hurt me,

or atleast so I thought...

But then there was you,

At first a bit anger young gal,

But when I got to know you with the purest heart...

When you smile at me I melt away,

But that is not everything you challenge me,

You understand me,

and you say you love me ....

The last one I can just hope for it to be true,

Because for the rest I know for sure,

You are special really one of a kind,

I sometimes even think I found one of the last good guys,

So sometimes I look back uppon the time,

that I did believe in love but not for me in this life time,

But then there was you and you changed everything,

Me loving you changed me,

My life got rearranged,

You are everything to me,

So know that I love you,

And I can just hope you really love me too...

I'm sorry for what I might have done wrong...

It is horrible,

When you know that the person you love,

That the person you care about is mad at you or indifferent..

It is awful to feel that lost to wonder......

To just wonder is she still mad,

does she still love me,

am I still worth the things she thought I was worth before,

Because I know I was not worthy of it in the first place.

The thought of what she might be doing can be unbearable...

Did she found someone better then me ...

Because you just know she deserves better

and there are a lot of better things out there then you...

you just wonder ...

if she finally found something better to do then waste time on you...

when they become distant...

But even though these thoughts will keep me up all night...

I somewhere hope that she still loves me....

Still cares ... that the distance I feel is just a illusion..

Or do I just simply miss her so much that I imagine her being distant while she is in fact not...

All I know is that I love her and that she has my heart ...

So for whatever I did wrong ...

I hope that she could find within her heart the strength to forgive ..

That she may have sweet dreams tonight....

because I know I will be thinking of her...

and miss her tonight....

I'm sorry for what I might have done wrong...

I love you always......

It has been a long time...

since I last came on here and wrote something.....

but yesterday I was provoked by sum of my friends to write something on a particular song (kal ho na ho) i know it might sound a bit funny and challenging....how can i write something with reference to some lyrics....bt yes ma friend told me to elaborate on some lyrics of that song.......soo i m tryin my best to elaborate on those lines....

Lyrics:

"Chaahe Jo tumhe poore dil se
Milta hai woh mushkil se
Aisa Jo koi kahin hai
Bas vahi sabse hasin hai"
These lines are all about them who loves you a lot....with all his/her open heart.....If there is someone in your life as such...That's the real way to happiness....Make her/him part of your life...
Now, this is the nice chance to say it all to my better half...

It is important that the person I love remembers that I did not forget him. That I love her just as much.. or even more then the day before ...

Even though I dont always show it I am always greatful that you are here with me, or when I can just hear the sound of your voice....

I know I can be stupid, or even a pain in the ass at times ...

But generally overall I just love you even if I do not show you that at times...

I do not have one bad feeling towards you at or in my heart ...
Sometimes I say awfull things, but that just means I lost my way... and lost the right words that belong to describe you....

Because if I would realise how awfull those words were which I was saying I would stop saying them.... Because even though you hurt me sometimes ... you are a lagoon of happiness in my life... and I would never want to loose you.... That is because I love you so much ...


Another reason why  I should never be unkind to you is because you do not desereve any unkindness, or hardship in life.....after all you are the only one who can really make me feel myself...i can laugh with u...cry with...n above all...i can be in your arms which actually make me feel like am at home...

Because I just want your life to be full of light, love and happiness...

Let me just hope that lies with me.... your happiness... because I know my happiness is wherever you are... wherever you go and whenever I hear you speak....

Because no matter where I am... when I am in your arms I am home...
I love you....Chinu ♥♥(Now that's a secret....only my better half can guess it right....:-PPP)